Life with out my grandmother feels weird.
I always try and rush myself to get over things, I feel like I’ll be burdening people if I dwell on my sadness.
Though I still feel like a zombie, the first week I didn’t feel like I was in control of my body and it was just on auto pilot.
I just graduated too so too many things are changing at once.
I keep wanting to retreat into my dream world but I keep reminding myself that I’m an adult now and I have other responsibilities.
plus she was pretty young so I thought I’d get more time.
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